At this point I don't know anywhere else to write freely. I need to vent, and maybe even say some things I don't mean.
So I won't say names but I will describe feelings.
I love my friends but at times I feel that I am more invested in them than they are in me. I find myself fully engaged In their ideas, musings, and honestly their ramblings.
I recognize that my content and my delivery isn't for most people. Or maybe it's my timing.
Either way, most of my friends don't seem to understand, or want to indulge me in what I want to talk about. Most times It doesn't effect me past mild annoyance. Other times it makes me want to cry and retreat.
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